Chatted with Joanna last night made me *blink* *blink*. And recently I've got a thought of going oversea to study. The problem is the people I can't bear to leave - my grandparents. They are old already. It's so bad leaving them for 3 plus years. And they too, disagree me to go. Myself V.S. my grandparents. *Sighed* It's like there is hazy foggy mist right there for my future. So blurish, don't know what will happen to me in future. Unpredictable. It seems like the fate now is controlling me and I can't get the authority to control it back. I want to drag no more. Now I'm like dragging my life..... working as free lance part-timer for different jobs at different timing. And sometimes my timeslots are so packed but sometimes, I'm like rotting and yearning for more jobs to come. Terrible terrible. What a life I've got.....

Ooh Ooh Ooh. Nevermind. There's always road out under the sky OR The boat will straighten itself when it reaches the jetty - this is what I always do to give excuse to myself, or phrase it nicer, encouraging myself :) Aniwae, just got back from Amore after a whole morning of exercise. It becomes a routine, or maybe a habit to go exercise few times a week. Without moving about doing exercise, I feel so restless. BUT after doing exercise, I feel so worn out cos too tired already. What a contradicting person I am =.=

Everything, just loooook at the BRIGHT side of the life. Things should turn better :)

BUAIZ.



[P.S. I've deleted my friendster account and I've switched over to facebook. ADD ME :D]